current playlist

Insomnia melanda nih, and I got nothing to do sementara tangan gatel pengen ngepost tapi nggak tau mau nge post apa -_______-

Here I am, making a post about my favorite album at the moment

1. Lady Gaga – The Fame Monster

No doubt on this one. Her album has always been a huge success as always! Cool and edgy, just like her style

2. John Mayer – Battle Studies & Continuum

Actually I kinda prefer “Continuum”. But both of those albums are a different genre, and they’re both good in a different way. “Continuum” is more of a blues genre while “Battle Studies” is more of an easy listening one. And I think I found myself fell in love with the blues But anyway, they’re both great! John Mayer has always been a genius in the music industry!

3. Seabear – The Ghost That Carried Us Away

I choose this Iceland indie-folk band to accompany me sleeping every night. You should try listen to Seabear, they’ll give you a soothing feeling in each song they sing. And I never thought I will fall for folks genre

and recently I just downloaded…

4. Mika – The Boy Who Knew Too Much

I am practically falling in love with his funny, almost cartoon-y voice. And his music always gives a cheerful atmosphere to those who listen to it. I just love him and love his new album also. Very recommended!

Selebihnya, gue lagi suka banget sama single lagu :

Ke$ha – Tik Tok (I also downloaded her full album recently but I don’t think I’m into her music, I don’t really like her other songs, it’s just not my type)

Jason Derulo – Watcha Say

La Roux – I’m Not Your Toy

Iyaz - Replay

Jay Sean - Down

So, what’s your playlist? share it with me

ndhee

baru tau..

tau engga sih, gue baru tau ternyata lagunya David Cook yang Always Be My Baby itu aslinya yang nyanyi Mariah Carey. nggak nyangka. hahaha.

 

gara2nya tadi pas gue lagi iseng2 nyari video klipnya Always Be My Baby, kok yang keluar malah Mariah Carey. Eh enggak taunya pas gue liat video klip yang di American Idol nya, si David Cook berkonsultasi lagu itu sama Mariah Carey. yaudah deh. cuma, enggak nyangka aja. ya lo tau lah jenis lagunya si Mariah Carey, RnB gaul gitu, terus tiba2 dinyanyiin si David Cook yang suaranya macho man benerrr.

 

di bawah ini gue sertakan video versi Mariah Carey. lumayan juga yang versi Mariah Carey, dan ternyata itu lagunya udah lama bgt. jamannya si Mariah Carey masih pake baju yang menutupi aurat. hahaha.

 

 

anywaaaayy..

gara2 nonton Twilight kemaren, gue lagi jatuh cintrong banget sama salah satu lagu yang dipake di film itu, pas adegan si Bella sama Edward lagi dansa di prom night. judulnya Flightless Bird, American Mouth, yang nyanyi Iron & Wine. lagunya enaaaak bangeeeeet! gue langsung demen pas kemaren denger di filmnya. dan ternyata emang lagu2nya Iron & Wine ini enak2 banget. jenis musiknya folk, jadi lagu2nya tuh acoustic mellow gitu. enak banget pokoknya didengerin sambil tidur2an dikala hari sedang hujan. atau kalo elo dengerin yang Flightless Bird, American Mouth ini pas abis diputusin pacar, elo bisa nangis ngegerung-gerung kali mendengar suara penyanyinya, Sam Beam, yang senduuuuu abis. hahaha. dan berikut sudah gue sertakan lagunya via youtube.

 

 

I was a quick wet boy 

Diving too deep for coins 

All of your street light eyes 

Wide on my plastic toys 

And when the cops closed the fair 

I cut my long baby hair 

Stole me a dog-eared map 

And called for you everywhere 

Have I found you? 

Flightless bird, jealous, weeping 

Or lost you? 

American mouth 

Big pill looming 

Now I’m a fat house cat 

Nursing my sore blunt tongue 

Watching the warm poison rats 

Curl through the wide fence cracks 

Pissing on magazine photos 

Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean 

Blood of Christ mountain stream 

Have I found you? 

Flightless bird, grounded bleeding 

Or lost you? 

American mouth 

Big pill, stuck going down

 

Flightless Bird, American Mouth – Iron & Wine

TWILIGHT the movie!

hari ini gue, toga, amor, dan frangky akhirnya jadi juga nonton TWILIGHT di EX. tapi kali ini kita nambah 1 personil, yaitu “teman” nya frangky yang bernama astrid.

 

kita berangkat dari rumah sekitar jam 11 an (karena takut penuh ngantri tiketnya), terus nyampe EX sekitar jam setengah 12 an. begitu nyampe depan XXI EX, orang2 udah pada rameeee banget ngantri nungguin XXI nya dibuka. heboh banget orang2. terus yang noraknya, begitu pintu XXI dibuka, mereka langsung berebutan masuk gitu. elah, udah kayak mau nonton konser apaan aja sampe pada berebutan gitu masuknya. terus kita ngantri tiket, abis itu langsung cabut ke BEPPU buat makan sambil nunggu “temen” nya frangky dateng. 

 

abis makan, kita balik lagi ke XXI (nonton yang jam 13.15) dan bertemulah dengan si astrid. kenalan sebentar, basa-basi, abis itu langsung masuk ke studio 2 untuk bertemu dengan pujaan hati, Edward Cullen. dan dodolnya, gue semacam lupa gitu hari ini gue mau nonton Twilight. pas masuk bioskop, gue nanya ke amor, “hari ini kita nonton apa sih?” terus amor jawab, “lahhh, nonton Twilight kaann!” ya ampun. padahal udah dari kemaren gitu gue obsesi banget mau nonton ini film. sampe2 semalem kebawa ngimpi tau engga sih.

 

jadi di mimpi gue itu ceritanya gue mau nonton Twilight bareng sama temen2 SMA dan SMP gue, pokoknya rame2 banget deh. terus, pas mereka dateng ke rumah gue, gue baru ganti baju gitu di kamar. dan entah gimana caranya, pokoknya ceritanya gue ketiduran gitu. terus pas gue keluar, temen2 gue udah pada engga ada, mereka udah pergi nonton tanpa gua! jelas gue syok akut, karena gue udah ngebet bgt mau nonton Twilight eh malah engga jadi. terus gue marah2 ke bokap nyokap gue sambil tereak2 kayak orang kesurupan, “KOK ENGGAK DIBANGUNINNN??!!!! KENAPA GUE ENGGAK DIBANGUNIIIINNNN??!!!! ARRRGGHH!!” terus nyokap bokap gue cuma bisa bilang, “ya elo ketiduraaann!” terus gue tereak2 lagi kayak orang gila. huahahahahaa. bego abisss. pas bangun gue semacam kaget gitu gue ngimpi kayak gitu. gue udah takut aja hari ini enggak jadi nonton Twilight gara2 mimpi gue itu. tapi ternyata jadi juga. hahahaha.

 

pas pertama nonton sih biasa aja, sampe pas si Edward Cullen nya appear on the screen, gue sam amor langsung berubah freak abis gitu. dari ujung kepala sampe ujung rambut dikomentarin. ngomentarinnya tak lain tak bukan adalah, “GANTENG BANGEEEEET YAAAAA YAAMPUUUUNNN!!! MAU DEH PUNYA PACAR KAYAK GITUUUUUU!” hahahahaha. pokoknya berisik banget deh tadi kita pas nonton. ketawa-ketiwi lah, komentar2 lah. 

 

So, gue mau mereview sedikit film Twilight. Menurut gue, filmnya tuh overall sih bagus. apalagi romantisnya itu lohh, DAPET BANGEEEEET! yang paling romantis tuh pas adegan terakhirnya di prom sama yang pas Edward sama Bella lagi tidur2an di lapangan terbuka itu. wooo, romantis abiss! kalo kata toga, “melting gue ke got..” hahaha.

karakternya juga udah sesuai lah, apalagi si Robert Pattinson itu. dia tuh enggak usah pake gigi vampir mainan aja udah kayak vampir beneran giginya. hahaha. jadi ya menurut gue cocok banget aja. wajahnya juga mendukung sangaaaaat. si Kristen Stewart juga cantik banget, gue suka banget sama mukanya. aktingnya juga menurut gue bagus, apalagi yang pas dia terakhirnya digigit vampir gitu. teriak2 lebaynya heboh banget, bikin orang ketakutan. hahaha. tapi yang jeleknya adalah, efek2 pas si Edward Cullen nya terbang2 ke atas pohon itu, jelek banget kayak sinetron Indosiar. hahaha. sorry to say ya mas sutradara, tapi emang kekurangannya itu doang sih. gue jadi ngerasa agak jijay gimanaaaa gitu tiap ngeliat si Edward Cullennya naik ke pohon atau lari2 cepet banget itu. hahahaa. tapi overall, Twilight bagusssss banget!

 

anyway, tadi pas pulang dari EX tuh kita di mobil ngakak2 sampe nangis2 gara si Toga bego banget. dia ngulang semua kata2 yang ada di film Twilight, pake bahasa batak! goblok abis sumpah gue sampe nangis2 ngakaknya. si Toga tuh bisa banget pake aksen batak gitu, lancarrrr banget. bayangin dong, kata2 romantisnya si Edward Cullen diubah jadi bahasa dan aksen batak kental. jelek abissss. hahahah. terus gue ngebayangin jadinya, film Twilight di dubbing pake bahasa batak! huakakakakak. bukannya melting mendengar kata2 Edward Cullen yang romantis heboh itu, malah ngakak sampe pipis di celana gue yang ada. 

 

sumpah yaa, gue terobsesi banget sekarang sama ROBERT PATTINSON! Gosh, he is like soooooooo perfect! :D:D:D

 

 

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masa setelah sekian lama, gue baru denger singlenya David Cook yang Always Be My Baby. dan gue baru tau lagunya tuh enaaaaak bangeeet yaaaaa! I definitely loveeeee the lyric.

 

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you’ll be right back, babe
Oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my my baby

You’ll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

Always be my baby

 

David Cook – Always Be My Baby

 

ndhee

Still not over you.

Whats up?
I know we haven’t spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I’ll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How’s your mother, how’s your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don’t you know I’ve tried and I’ve tried
To get you out my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I’m lost and confused
I’ve got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I’m still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn’t mean to ramble on
But there’s a lot of feelings that remain since you’ve been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there’s always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn’t be telling you

Don’t you know I’ve tried and I’ve tried
To get you out my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I’m lost and confused
I’ve got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I’m still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don’t have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no….
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don’t you know I’ve tried and I’ve tried
To get you out my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I’m lost and confused
I’ve got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I’m still not over you
Still not over you

 

Rihanna – P.S. I’m Still Not Over You

Dying.

I’m Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I’m Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There’s a shade come over this heart that’s coping with laying down to rest
I’m Dying to live without you again

I’m Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I’m Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It’s the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I’m Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there’s not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It’s a strange emotion this but there’s still hope in this
As long as there’s a breath…
I’m Dying and I can’t live without you again

It’s a strange emotion this but there’s still hope in this
As long as there’s a breath…

I’m Dying and I can’t live without you
I’m Dying and I can’t live without you again

(Five For Fighting – Dying)

Iya, gue banget lagunyaa. Oh well..

ndhee

blog walking

kemaren gue lagi iseng2 berhadiah blog walking ke blog orang2 lain di wordpress. tapi blog walking gue semuanya tertuju ke blog orang2 di luar negeri sana. dan ternyata blog walking itu menyenangkan ya. gue menemukan banyak sekali postingan-postingan unik yang dibikin sama bule2 itu. tapi sayangnya gue nggak nyatet alamat mereka. lupa sih, cuma asal liat2 doang soalnya.

gue nemu satu blog yang isinya tuh tentang kejadian2 aneh, lucu dan unik di lingkungan sekitarnya. salah satunya yang paling kocak tuh ceritanya gini : ada cowok bule yang kayaknya udah kebelet masturbasi gitu. terus, dia akhirnya masturbasi di bangku taman kota gitu malem2. dan begonya, dia masturbasinya sama BANGKU TAMAN KOTA NYA ITU SENDIRI. how?? jadi bangku taman kota nya itu tuh modelnya bolong2 gitu deh. terus dia masukkin “anu” nya ke bolongan di bangku taman itu. dan begonya lagi, “anu” nya dia tuh NYANGKUT di dalem bolongan kursi itu! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. gila gue ngakak pas baca itu postingannya dia. mana ada fotonya gitu lagi, si bule lagi tengkurep di atas bangku taman nya itu (jadi kayaknya dia sok2 ML sama kursi gitu ceritanya. gila yaa, FRRRRREEEAAAK abis jadi orang!) terus dia ditutupin semacam penutup kain gitu sama tim medis di sana. terus di sampingnya banyak tim medis dan pemadam kebakaran yang lagi nolongin dia. dan menurut blog itu, ada dokter yang bilang katanya “anu” nya tuh bener2 stuck dan mungkin butuh DIPOTONG! gilaaaa! SEREM AMAAAATT!

lesson to learn : jangan sekali-kali nyoba ML sama bangku taman.

terus ada juga blog lain yang nyeritain tentang perjalanan dia ke negara2 yang dia kunjungi gitu. terus di blog dia, gue menemukan ini :

hahahahaha. ngeselin yaaaa. gila, orang Singapore yang baca nggak “tersanjung” apa nih bacanya? based on fact banget sih nih tabel. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

btw, teman gue si Hanna, tadi nggak masuk sekolah. gue tanya ke temen gue si Marsha, kenapa dia nggak masuk. dan ternyata sodara2, si Hanna masa kena tumor katanya. gue juga nggak tau tumor apaan. gue tadi sms si Hanna nya langsung, tapi dia jawabnya malah nggak serius gitu.

Gue (G) : Na, lo nggak masuk? kenapaa??

Hanna (H) : iya gue sakit

G : sakit apa?

H : Tumor.

G : kok bisa tumor sih na? tumor di mana nanya?

H : iya, tumor di gigi gue.

G : haaah???? kok bisaaaa? kok lo tau di gigi lo ada tumor gmn caranya?

H : bego. gigi mana bisa tumor geblek.

G : ah sialan loo! serius naaa! tumor di mana?

H : sbnrnya sih, tumor di rambut. looh? lbh nggak nyambung lagi yaaaa? hahahaaha

G : iiihhh hanna, seriuuuss! tumor di mana sih?

H : ya ada deh, pokoknya tumor.

lah ilah itu anak. terus gue tanyain ke adeknya, si Ola, sama aja jawabnya. nggak mau ngasih tau tumor di bgn mananya. tapi katanya sih belom ganas. dan kalo jadi besok dia mau di operasi. yah gue doain operasinya lancar deh. ayo semuanya bantu dalam doa yaaaaaaa

PS : rencananya, setelah Hanna kelar di operasi, gue bareng temen2 gue mau jenguk si Hanna. dan gue sudah bisa membayangkan kayaknya si Hanna sehabis di operasi pun pasti akan tetep lincah kayak cacing striptis. abisnya, dia anaknya kan hiperaktif banget. hahahahaa.

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soundtrack of the month (which is really pictured my feelings right now. eh itu MAN nya tolong di ganti WOMAN ya, atau GIRL kek terserah deh. hahahahaha)

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, “if you see this girl can you tell her where I am”

Some people try to hand me money, they don’t understand
I’m not broke I’m just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I’m still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find you’re missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet
And you’ll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I’m not moving, I’m not moving

Policeman says, “son you can’t stay here”
I said, “there’s someone I’m waiting for If it’s a day, a month, a year”
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find you’re missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet
And you’ll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I’m not moving, I’m not moving,
I’m not moving, I’m not moving

People talk about the guy that’s waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I’ll get famous as the man who can’t be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you’ll see me on the news
And you’ll come running to the corner
Cause you’ll know it’s just for you
I’m the man who can’t be moved

Cause If one day you wake up and find you’re missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet
And you’ll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I’m not moving, I’m not moving

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gonna move

(The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved)

ndhee

let it out

For me, crying is always the best way to let something out when you can’t. I know it sounds so lame but, hey, it works.

So when you feel under pressure, when you feel lonely, when you feel tired, or when you have problems you can’t solve on your own and waiting for miracles happen, just let it out first. Just cry instead of keeping anger in yourself. It’ll make yourself feel a lot better.

PS : Oh no, lame again, I know. hahahahaha. sorry for the inconvenience, readers. I have suffered such a hard time lately. I feel so much pressures all around me. School things, friendship, family, love life, future, and stuffs. And I don’t know where to run but this blog. I feel scared and worried easily at many things right now. So many stuffs have been stayed in my mind lately that haunt me day by day and I don’t know how to handle these but cry and write. I promise I’ll get rid of these lame things as soon as possible because I know you don’t want to get involved in my problems too, do you? hehe. Oh, and thank you so much for still reading my postings .

I got the call today, I didn’t wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin’ on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I’ve been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning them again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There’s a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They’re the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn’t keep us warm

I’ve been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

All the people in your life who’ve come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin’ that anger, it’ll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinkin’ about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don’t love me anymore
Even if you don’t love me anymore

(India Arie - The Heart Of The Matter)

ndhee